Nina Crowne aka Domina Nina - Femdom Siterip

Hey, I'm Nina! I'm 21 and a kinky switch. I like painting, playing dress-up, smoking weed, sadomasochism, and shaking my ass. Check out my Twitter for regular updates on what I'm doing, or get my NSFW Snapchat for life through my store or by buying anything of my wishlist!

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Happy Pride month everyone! If you didn’t already know, I’m bisexual. The majority of my female friends are also bisexual, and a good portion of my male friends are also out as bi as well. I haven’t been silent about my love of bisexual men. I want to take a moment to write about my experience with discovering my own sexuality and some of the questions I still face about it. This is a very vulnerable subject for me (as it is for most people) and some of these things I’ve had a hard time vocalizing with other people in my life, but I’m going to talk about them here. As a quick definition, bisexual to me means being attracted to my own gender and other genders. It’s one of the two terms I feel most comfortable with when describing myself. The other term is “queer”, which I feel like encapsulates not just my sexual attraction to people but also the fact that I’m kinky.

I was pretty sure I was bisexual as soon as my early teens. I’ve always admired women in the same way as men (and gender fluid/adrogynous babes as well). My first kiss was with a girl and I had sex with a woman for the first time the same night I had sex with a man for the first time (have I mentioned having an orgy the same night I lost my virginity? I feel like I’ve definitely talked about that somewhere). Over all in my life I’ve had more male partners than female partners and have certainly been more romantically attracted to men than women. I never had a coming out moment with my family. They actually just assumed that was the case without me telling them and were totally okay with it. I know that’s a huge privilege and I’m so incredibly grateful for how accepting of me my family has been.

With all that being said…there are still time I doubt my sexuality. I’ve had beautiful connective sexual relationships with women. But sometimes I don’t feel “gay” enough to consider myself LGBTQ. I don’t have the same level of experience with women as men and I feel intimidated by approaching them so even if I’m attracted to a woman I don’t say anything. I don’t want to be seen as “inexperienced” or “experimenting”. I understand my sexual/dating experiences with men so much more than my experiences with women-there always seems to be a vagueness about whether or not she’s actually interested in me that I don’t get with men. I’m pretty sure it’s just an inability to read the cues-which I feel like is ridiculous because I must give off many of the same cues as other women when I’m interested in someone. There’s definitely a lack of confidence there. And that lack of confidence makes it so it’s hard for me to gain any experience so I just go with the easier and more guaranteed route of dating men.

But here’s the thing, the thing I’m working through as I write this: I don’t have to prove my sexuality to anyone. Neither do you, for that matter. We can like who we like without labels and without feeling like we need to show that we’ve “earned” those labels through some arbitrary gate keeping contest. I’m here, I’m queer.

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